Finally, after two endless hours, the recess bell rings. The classrooms empty out and the students pour into the bathrooms, the courtyard and the cafeteria.
"Francy but what happened to you this summer? Did you take the dick cure? You look like a different person but how many did you get?
"Biagi you're such an animal"
"I was kidding, right guys?"
"Yeah yeah, just kidding" ....
"Do you know, though, that you've become really hot? Until last year I didn't even realize you were there and now I would take you to the broom closet...To fuck ahahahahahah!
"Carpenito, you're so stupid, fuck off!"
"Come on, leave her alone, we have to go out."
With Viola and Chiara we sit in the sun, outside, on the little wall of the stairs of the Institute.
Chiara says to me: - "You know Francesca, you have become really beautiful this summer, it will be difficult for you to keep your secret much longer, have you thought about it?"
"Not really."
Viola adds: - "But, haven't you seen how all the guys at school are looking at you? You're going to have a line behind you in a while and I think it's better to have it come from you than from others who might be worse don't you think?"
"Maybe you're right, I'll think about it.
At that moment a handsome guy comes down the stairs, tall, dark, curly hair a bit graying, at a guess between 40 and 45 years old. He has an athletic build and his tight T-shirt shows off his sculpted pecs and abs. We remain open-mouthed and without realizing it all three of us stare at him. Maybe he's the one who notices, raises his dark glasses and smiles at us then disappears around the corner. Still open-mouthed, we look at each other and burst out laughing like idiots. We didn't know who he was but he had certainly made an impression on us.
The last hour of the first day of school begins, today we leave at 12:30. It's 11:45 and still no teacher has arrived. In the classroom, in the absence of the professor, we are all relaxed, chatting about this and that, standing and sitting on the desk with our backs to the teacher. In silence the professor enters and most of us don't notice until a deep, calm voice says: - "good morning guys!". All speeches remain in mid-air and silence falls in the classroom. I turn around a little red in the face with shame and see the handsome guy from before. I remain enchanted looking at him as do all the females in the class then I turn to Viola and Chiara and with a sign of understanding we smile at each other.
P: - "Good morning guys, please sit down. I am Prof. Rosselli and for the next three years I will be your Italian, Greek and Latin teacher.
"Good morning Professor" ......
The last hour passed by too quickly. Massimo, or rather Prof. Rosselli introduced himself in a very nice way. He took roll call and one by one he asked us to stand up and tell everyone else what we wanted to be when we grew up, our dreams, our hopes for the future. When it was my turn, I don't know what came over me but I felt a strong desire to open up so I looked first at Chiara and then at Viola who responded with a questioning look, I smiled and as I felt my cheeks turn red these words came out of my mouth.
"Hi I'm Francesca and I'm a natural Tgirl, I was born biologically male but for some reason something didn't work and I became like this".
I said it all in one breath for fear of not having the courage to finish what I had started to say. Silence fell on the class, everyone looked at me with strange faces. I saw Viola's mute mouth say: "What the fuck have you done!
I also saw the teacher look up from his register and stare at me between amazed and thoughtful and I also saw a strange smile curving his beautiful lips.
...... "I would like to become a doctor and a surgeon and my dream is to fall in love and to be loved".
These words were spoken in a deafening silence, embarrassed I sat back down.
The bomb had been dropped. The news, thanks to social media, was making the rounds of the school and in less than five minutes everyone knew everything. There was even a video of me revealing in class my secret made by Masciadri, who had shortly before declared that once she had graduated she wanted to be a journalist. Obviously the video in question had appeared in all the chat groups of the school and also outside ... A big mess.
The omelette had been made and now I didn't know what to expect.
Banci, turning to the girls asked: - "But you have never noticed anything in the locker room in gymnastics?
The girls almost in chorus: - "No I didn't" - "If they told me you were a boy I wouldn't have believed them". "You're taking the piss aren't you?"
"No I told the truth."
At that point Chiara came to my rescue: - "Raga, Viola and I knew it, what she said is all true.
Biagi, looking at me asked, excited: - "But the package in the fucking panties! Did you see it or not?"
Viola answered: - "No, I'm sorry for you but.... no package".
"Like nothing, nothing is possible, and what do you have then there in front?".
The bell rang and saved me, I quickly packed my backpack and ran to the bathroom waiting for everyone to leave and for the school to empty out so I wouldn't have to meet anyone or answer questions I didn't want to answer.
When there was silence outside I decided to leave the bathroom and as I walked quickly down the hallway Prof Rosselli came out of the teachers' lounge.
"You had a lot of courage today Francesca, didn't you? You know, exposing yourself like that to the judgment of a group of teenagers at an age when they can also misunderstand and be mean...I wouldn't have done it.
"You think? They were going to find out sooner or later anyway so, as a friend suggested, it's better that they found out directly from me."
"true, but tell me a curiosity, what would you have answered to the question asked by your companion before the bell rang", she continued staring at me with magnetic eyes from which I could not divert my "what are you hiding in your panties there in front?".
I thought the question was a bit too morbid and personal but it was asked with authority and I felt obliged to answer.
"there in front, unfortunately, I have what all the males have but mine has remained as it was when I was born"
"Very strange, I'd be curious to see it, maybe someday" he paused to emphasize the intended double entendre "if you feel like it you'll explain why it happened but I have to go now. By the way, I'm heading for the hills, you want a ride?"
"Thanks but I live nearby and I'll walk."
"As you wish. See you tomorrow then."
"Goodbye Prof."
I thought about what I had done, I was afraid of what could happen but at the same time I was happy to have taken a weight off my shoulders. I smiled to myself and thought about the future with optimism... Maybe things will change for the better!
"Francy but what happened to you this summer? Did you take the dick cure? You look like a different person but how many did you get?
"Biagi you're such an animal"
"I was kidding, right guys?"
"Yeah yeah, just kidding" ....
"Do you know, though, that you've become really hot? Until last year I didn't even realize you were there and now I would take you to the broom closet...To fuck ahahahahahah!
"Carpenito, you're so stupid, fuck off!"
"Come on, leave her alone, we have to go out."
With Viola and Chiara we sit in the sun, outside, on the little wall of the stairs of the Institute.
Chiara says to me: - "You know Francesca, you have become really beautiful this summer, it will be difficult for you to keep your secret much longer, have you thought about it?"
"Not really."
Viola adds: - "But, haven't you seen how all the guys at school are looking at you? You're going to have a line behind you in a while and I think it's better to have it come from you than from others who might be worse don't you think?"
"Maybe you're right, I'll think about it.
At that moment a handsome guy comes down the stairs, tall, dark, curly hair a bit graying, at a guess between 40 and 45 years old. He has an athletic build and his tight T-shirt shows off his sculpted pecs and abs. We remain open-mouthed and without realizing it all three of us stare at him. Maybe he's the one who notices, raises his dark glasses and smiles at us then disappears around the corner. Still open-mouthed, we look at each other and burst out laughing like idiots. We didn't know who he was but he had certainly made an impression on us.
The last hour of the first day of school begins, today we leave at 12:30. It's 11:45 and still no teacher has arrived. In the classroom, in the absence of the professor, we are all relaxed, chatting about this and that, standing and sitting on the desk with our backs to the teacher. In silence the professor enters and most of us don't notice until a deep, calm voice says: - "good morning guys!". All speeches remain in mid-air and silence falls in the classroom. I turn around a little red in the face with shame and see the handsome guy from before. I remain enchanted looking at him as do all the females in the class then I turn to Viola and Chiara and with a sign of understanding we smile at each other.
P: - "Good morning guys, please sit down. I am Prof. Rosselli and for the next three years I will be your Italian, Greek and Latin teacher.
"Good morning Professor" ......
The last hour passed by too quickly. Massimo, or rather Prof. Rosselli introduced himself in a very nice way. He took roll call and one by one he asked us to stand up and tell everyone else what we wanted to be when we grew up, our dreams, our hopes for the future. When it was my turn, I don't know what came over me but I felt a strong desire to open up so I looked first at Chiara and then at Viola who responded with a questioning look, I smiled and as I felt my cheeks turn red these words came out of my mouth.
"Hi I'm Francesca and I'm a natural Tgirl, I was born biologically male but for some reason something didn't work and I became like this".
I said it all in one breath for fear of not having the courage to finish what I had started to say. Silence fell on the class, everyone looked at me with strange faces. I saw Viola's mute mouth say: "What the fuck have you done!
I also saw the teacher look up from his register and stare at me between amazed and thoughtful and I also saw a strange smile curving his beautiful lips.
...... "I would like to become a doctor and a surgeon and my dream is to fall in love and to be loved".
These words were spoken in a deafening silence, embarrassed I sat back down.
The bomb had been dropped. The news, thanks to social media, was making the rounds of the school and in less than five minutes everyone knew everything. There was even a video of me revealing in class my secret made by Masciadri, who had shortly before declared that once she had graduated she wanted to be a journalist. Obviously the video in question had appeared in all the chat groups of the school and also outside ... A big mess.
The omelette had been made and now I didn't know what to expect.
Banci, turning to the girls asked: - "But you have never noticed anything in the locker room in gymnastics?
The girls almost in chorus: - "No I didn't" - "If they told me you were a boy I wouldn't have believed them". "You're taking the piss aren't you?"
"No I told the truth."
At that point Chiara came to my rescue: - "Raga, Viola and I knew it, what she said is all true.
Biagi, looking at me asked, excited: - "But the package in the fucking panties! Did you see it or not?"
Viola answered: - "No, I'm sorry for you but.... no package".
"Like nothing, nothing is possible, and what do you have then there in front?".
The bell rang and saved me, I quickly packed my backpack and ran to the bathroom waiting for everyone to leave and for the school to empty out so I wouldn't have to meet anyone or answer questions I didn't want to answer.
When there was silence outside I decided to leave the bathroom and as I walked quickly down the hallway Prof Rosselli came out of the teachers' lounge.
"You had a lot of courage today Francesca, didn't you? You know, exposing yourself like that to the judgment of a group of teenagers at an age when they can also misunderstand and be mean...I wouldn't have done it.
"You think? They were going to find out sooner or later anyway so, as a friend suggested, it's better that they found out directly from me."
"true, but tell me a curiosity, what would you have answered to the question asked by your companion before the bell rang", she continued staring at me with magnetic eyes from which I could not divert my "what are you hiding in your panties there in front?".
I thought the question was a bit too morbid and personal but it was asked with authority and I felt obliged to answer.
"there in front, unfortunately, I have what all the males have but mine has remained as it was when I was born"
"Very strange, I'd be curious to see it, maybe someday" he paused to emphasize the intended double entendre "if you feel like it you'll explain why it happened but I have to go now. By the way, I'm heading for the hills, you want a ride?"
"Thanks but I live nearby and I'll walk."
"As you wish. See you tomorrow then."
"Goodbye Prof."
I thought about what I had done, I was afraid of what could happen but at the same time I was happy to have taken a weight off my shoulders. I smiled to myself and thought about the future with optimism... Maybe things will change for the better!