On the threshold there is no one so I stop, quickly rearrange the panties and pantyhose that before I had pulled up in a hurry then I enter the house. In the hall I see boys and girls dancing, chatting, watching the horror movie with the professor, but where did he come from? Some of them, more or less secluded, are kissing. Among them I also recognize Chiara and Viola with the guys from the volleyball team that I met before but whose names I don't even remember. I don't see Leonardo so I head towards the bathroom. I lock myself in and sit on the toilet, while I pee I study the soaps that are near the bidet. I immediately find what I was looking for, an intimate soap probably made by Leonardo's mother. I wipe the tip of my willy with paper then I sit on the bidet and with a bar of soap I wash away the traces that the Proff. has left on me. I put my clothes back in order, I look at myself in the mirror and I think back to what happened with Rosselli. My reflection smiles at me from the mirror while I realize that I still have the taste of his sperm in my mouth. I look for it on my tongue, I recognize it, I taste it, I like it.
Now, however, I have to drink something to get rid of this last, incriminating sign before going to look for Leonardo.
While I'm drinking a fruit juice "laced" with who knows what, someone touches my shoulder. I turn around and see Freddy Krueger smiling at me.
Where have you been? I've been looking for you everywhere!".
I show off my best pout: - "I was bored alone, Chiara and Viola found company so I had to go out and talk about Greek and Latin authors with Rosselli". Then with an inquisitive air: - "And where were you hiding?".
I was with Annalisa, my ex. Now it is official we broke up, we did not get along anymore and we both confessed to be attracted by other people".
I only get out a: - "Ah!" while in my head I was praying: - "Tell me! Tell me! Come on tell me it's me."
"Come out with me, I have to talk to you."
In my head I was screaming: - "Siiiiiii....".
We cross in silence walking close to each other the garden to the trees, I recognize the place, we are right where just before I flirted with the Proff. I turn red with embarrassment and furtively search if on the grass you can see traces of his pleasure but I see nothing.
: - "Francesca, I've been wanting to tell you something for a while, I don't know if you've noticed but I like you a lot. I like you but I didn't tell you before for fear of ruining our friendship or maybe for fear of having to justify it to others, you know I've always liked girls even if for me you're a girl, the most beautiful I know...but I'm afraid of people's judgment, in short of being considered a fag, I'm not a fag.....
It's intertwining so I decide to take the initiative also to prevent him from saying something wrong that would make me angry and pass the desire for him.
I reach over, take his hands and bring them to my breasts then throw mine to his neck and pin my body to his saying, - "Shhh! I like you too."
I caught him off guard he is embarrassed, he backs away but I don't give an inch and raising myself up on my toes I reach the height of his face. I close my eyes and half-close my moist lips searching for his mouth.
He stiffens, he's nervous but I wait and finally I'm rewarded, I feel his lips against mine. I pull him even tighter to me, his hands slide up my hips and pull me to him. Our mouths open and our tongues entwine. Involuntarily, in my head I immediately make the comparison with Rosselli's kisses and decide that the Proff. wins on all points. More sensual, more passionate. He starts groping my apples, squeezing them, pinching them. I realize that he has an erection and I start to get excited too, he pulls away from my mouth and starts kissing my neck, behind my ears I bend my head to the side to favor him and let him do it.
Meanwhile he unbuttons my bodice, loosens it, starts unbuttoning my blouse he frantically pulls my bra down and releases my breasts. The cold air and excitement have made my nipples hard. Leonardo looks ecstatically at my tits and then begins to lick and suck my nipples, first the left and then the right, while his hands crinkle and squeeze my breasts. I go crazy with pleasure and while he is working on my tits I awkwardly open his pants, put my hands inside, lower his boxers and take his now marble hard cock in my hands and release it. He doesn't say anything, I start to masturbate him but he turns me around and makes me lean my hands against a tree.
"Don't turn around now."
I don't turn around and remain waiting face to face with the trunk. I feel his hands, excitedly lowering pantyhose and panties.
What an ass you have Francesca mammamia. He slaps me on my left buttock.
Ouch!
"Stop, don't move."
I obey, I feel him resting his penis on my butt, he plays with it rubbing it left and right then he passes it over my groove. I am wet and moan with pleasure. I'm scared but I also wish he wouldn't stop. He takes me from behind, his hands on my breasts and I feel the tip of his penis resting on my orifice. I lose track of myself, I am completely abandoned to Leonardo's will. Now he reaches down with his hands along my sides, one putting it on my belly, the other moving it to the front. I feel him touch my pubes and then he reaches my willy. He touches it and withdraws his hand. He pulls away from me.
I turn around.
"What's going on? Why did you stop?"
: - "Sorry Francesca, I think maybe we are running too fast and then they might see us".
He is trying to save himself in the corner, for me he is afraid, still afraid of people's judgement maybe he is judging himself too, I pretend not to notice.
"Maybe you're right but right now it's hard for me to stop and look at your thing even for you."
I get down on my knees in front of him and take him in my hand and then start licking him. Leonardo pulls back but I squeeze my hand tightly around his cock and bring it back to my mouth. Trying to remember the images I once saw in a video on the class boys chat I try to do as the protagonist and start to blow him.
First I lick him all over, every inch of his skin. Starting from the chapel lingering on the fillet, down the shaft to the base of the penis. Now with my hand I pull him up and free his testicles which I begin to lick and then suck one at a time. I go back up always licking then I put my lips on the tip, I open my mouth and let them slide making him enter inside. I hear Leonardo moan with pleasure. He grabs me by the hair and starts to move my head giving fellatio the rhythm he likes best. I take my hand off his penis and place them both on his hips letting him guide the movements. I feel his excitement growing, I can tell because now he moves my head faster. I let the penis slide into my mouth and wrap my tongue around it moving it all around the chapel. She pulls it out and starts to stroke it in front of me and quickly enjoys it. He enjoys squirting warm streams of his pleasure that fall on my breasts. I take him back in my hand, escaping him and cleaning him up with my tongue.
In silence we get dressed, with a towel I wipe off the cum from above her tits and we go home.
"But did you enjoy it?"
"Yes, it was great, if you could stop when the party was over..."
I couldn't but the desire is so great and I say yes.
: - "Let's go get this party over then." He says this smiling.
We walk through the dark space between the trees and the house embracing each other, my head resting on his shoulder, but when we get to the light he turns away and we go back into the house separately.
Leonardo disappears into the kitchen to prepare the dessert, I take a walk. I find Chiara who tells me that Viola has left with Stefano and that she was leaving with Luca too. I connect the names back to the volleyball players.
It's not a problem for you, right? Your father will pick you up anyway, right? And if my parents ask you anything, I slept at your place, okay? Will you do me this favor?"
If you do it to me".
Chiara understands and we smile at each other.
I go to drink something and at the table I meet the Proff.
: - "So Francesca, everything okay?" he says winking at me.
Yes, we got together I think."
: - "But I said first, me and you, remember? I licked you all over and you gave it to me...."
I turn red and stammer.
: - "Ah! Yes, that is... I"
: - "I'm just kidding." He laughs.
"Anyway, some advice. Be careful, judge well, I hope I'm wrong but at this age the boys and even Leonardo, I understood that it was him, do not fully appreciate your status, for them you are just something different, exciting, extravagant, something to own and not to love, something to take pleasure from without giving anything in return. If this should happen, know that I am there, I will always be there. I'm leaving now, I have to get up early in the morning. Goodnight Francesca but before I go I have to tell you, I would not use you for my own pleasure because I believe I love you". And he leaves.
I stand open-mouthed, my glass in my hand. I don't hear the music, I don't hear the sounds of the party but only Rosselli who says he thinks he loves me.
"Tortaaaaaa!"
Leonardo's voice breaks the spell and I return to reality. Together with everyone else I approach the table and take a piece.
While everyone is eating Leonardo approaches and tells me to follow him. We cross the hall and shoot behind the sliding door that separates the living area from the sleeping area of the house. We are in a hallway and Leonardo lets me into his room saying.
: - "wait here I'll be right there".
"OK! But be quick."
I sit down on the bed and while I'm eating the cake I take a look at the room. On the walls there are posters of bands, volleyball players and a calendar with photos of models more or less dressed. On the desk there is a laptop and school books. The bookcase, on the other hand, is full of fiction books, old games from when he was little, photos of various stages of his childhood and adolescence.
Curious, I open the closet and rummage through my clothes, open a drawer and pull out a t-shirt, sniff it and fill my head with its scent.
The noises of the party fade until they disappear. I sit on the bed waiting. I hear footsteps in the hallway then the door opens and Leonardo appears. He turns off the light and joins me on the bed.
We are alone in the house, no one will disturb us, now we can have fun".
Thinking about the Proff's words a thought quickly goes through my head, will he not disturb us or will no one see us? But just as quickly it goes away leaving room for excitement and a whole new set of images.
Leonardo takes my hand and starts kissing my fingertips, he brings a hand to my neck, he moves my hair, he draws me to him and we kiss, this time the kiss seems more convinced and it's pleasant. He touches my breasts, caresses my hips then starts to undress me and I do the same.
He remains in his underwear, I in my stockings and underwear. I watch him in the moonlight that comes through the window and cuts through the room. He is beautiful, I touch him, touch his shoulders, his muscular arms. He lies down on the bed and I mount on top of him to sit on his taut abs my hands on his toned pecs. I lower myself onto him and kiss him holding his face. I feel his hands on my hips go up, go behind my back and try to unhook my bra. He doesn't understand the mechanism then I do. I open the hooks and let the garment slip off slowly. He touches my tits, pulls himself up and starts licking them slowly while I stroke his hair and rub his face to my breasts. I feel the heat inside me, that heat I've begun to recognize, the heat of my arousal. I push him down, grab the edges of his boxers and slip them off along his beautiful legs. He's now completely naked in front of me. I return to his lips, passing my tongue over his body first.
Lying on top of him he starts to move his pelvis making me feel his excitement. I stand next to Leonardo, take him in my hand and start masturbating him then I move my hair to one side and start kissing him.
"Good, take it in your mouth."
I obey and begin a slow, deep fellatio. She starts moaning in pleasure and I get even more aroused as well. While I suck he moves me and straddles me so that he can see my ass, he touches it, smoothes it then with enthusiasm he rips the pantyhose and starts to lick the hole. He does it with enthusiasm, I like it but also on this fundamental I have to give the victory to Rosselli.
If you want I can take them off" I say between moans.
No it doesn't matter, on the contrary".
He moves me again, makes me lie on my back, takes the pillow and places it under my belly so that my butt is up, then goes back to licking between my apples.
I think to myself that this is it, I'm about to lose my virginity, until this morning I would have signed my name to have it happen like this, with him. Now I wasn't completely convinced, there was something that didn't make me fully enjoy the moment. I identified that something with someone and that someone with Professor Rosselli.
In my head I was thinking: am I really in love with Leonardo? Because now, just now, I started thinking about the professor and I would like him to be here right now. While I was thinking about all this Leonardo opened a drawer on the nightstand, pulled out a box, put on a condom.
: - "I'm coming!"
: - "Take it easy, it's my first time."
"Be wow! Relax let me do it."
I feel Leonardo running his tongue over my anus, he slips a finger in and starts moving it around inside. I feel his chapel resting on my orifice, I am scared and stiffen up,
"Relax or it will hurt".
I'm scared,
I don't have time to finish that with a sharp blow he pushes his penis into me.
The pain is strong and leaves me breathless, I feel the walls of my little hole burning and stretching to allow the passage of his cock.
"Stop, you're hurting me, please pull it out."
"It'll pass, it'll pass." And meanwhile he continues to force my intimacy.
Now he stops. I catch my breath and try to get used to the foreign body inside me. Slowly the pain decreases and when he starts to move inside me a little pleasure appears. Leonardo takes me with enthusiasm giving fast and deep strokes. I feel him enjoying but I can't feel the pleasure that I would have liked I can't participate with transport. I wish it would all end quickly, I wish I wasn't there anymore, I wish I was at home.
Then, like a liberation for me, I feel that Leonardo has an orgasm while I didn't come even a little bit closer.
"uahh! What a cumshot, look at this!" and he shows me the condom full of cum.
"I enjoyed it like a hedgehog and you?"
: - "Yes, me too". I didn't, I lied. My first time, I expected something different.
But now, just because we fucked doesn't mean that... I mean, come on. At school I'd rather we didn't stand out too much... The voices.
"Okay, don't worry."
Can I ask you to leave now? Sorry, but my parents will be back soon and I don't want to... If you want I can take you home on my scooter."
"No need, I'll let them pick me up".
I phone home.
Yes, honey, I'll be there in a little while, give me about twenty minutes.
I get dressed, collect all my things, I also find the broom. He walks me to the gate.
Francesca, I wanted to tell you that for me it was beautiful and we can do it again as many times as you want, even here at my place or I do not know.
I go out on the road I turn around and look him in the eyes
: - "Are you ashamed to be in love with me?".
: - "I...".
The gate closes again and the answer, if an answer he gave, remains hidden.
I start to walk down the street, it is cold and I feel like crying, the only thing that consoles me is thinking about Proff. Rosselli.
Now, however, I have to drink something to get rid of this last, incriminating sign before going to look for Leonardo.
While I'm drinking a fruit juice "laced" with who knows what, someone touches my shoulder. I turn around and see Freddy Krueger smiling at me.
Where have you been? I've been looking for you everywhere!".
I show off my best pout: - "I was bored alone, Chiara and Viola found company so I had to go out and talk about Greek and Latin authors with Rosselli". Then with an inquisitive air: - "And where were you hiding?".
I was with Annalisa, my ex. Now it is official we broke up, we did not get along anymore and we both confessed to be attracted by other people".
I only get out a: - "Ah!" while in my head I was praying: - "Tell me! Tell me! Come on tell me it's me."
"Come out with me, I have to talk to you."
In my head I was screaming: - "Siiiiiii....".
We cross in silence walking close to each other the garden to the trees, I recognize the place, we are right where just before I flirted with the Proff. I turn red with embarrassment and furtively search if on the grass you can see traces of his pleasure but I see nothing.
: - "Francesca, I've been wanting to tell you something for a while, I don't know if you've noticed but I like you a lot. I like you but I didn't tell you before for fear of ruining our friendship or maybe for fear of having to justify it to others, you know I've always liked girls even if for me you're a girl, the most beautiful I know...but I'm afraid of people's judgment, in short of being considered a fag, I'm not a fag.....
It's intertwining so I decide to take the initiative also to prevent him from saying something wrong that would make me angry and pass the desire for him.
I reach over, take his hands and bring them to my breasts then throw mine to his neck and pin my body to his saying, - "Shhh! I like you too."
I caught him off guard he is embarrassed, he backs away but I don't give an inch and raising myself up on my toes I reach the height of his face. I close my eyes and half-close my moist lips searching for his mouth.
He stiffens, he's nervous but I wait and finally I'm rewarded, I feel his lips against mine. I pull him even tighter to me, his hands slide up my hips and pull me to him. Our mouths open and our tongues entwine. Involuntarily, in my head I immediately make the comparison with Rosselli's kisses and decide that the Proff. wins on all points. More sensual, more passionate. He starts groping my apples, squeezing them, pinching them. I realize that he has an erection and I start to get excited too, he pulls away from my mouth and starts kissing my neck, behind my ears I bend my head to the side to favor him and let him do it.
Meanwhile he unbuttons my bodice, loosens it, starts unbuttoning my blouse he frantically pulls my bra down and releases my breasts. The cold air and excitement have made my nipples hard. Leonardo looks ecstatically at my tits and then begins to lick and suck my nipples, first the left and then the right, while his hands crinkle and squeeze my breasts. I go crazy with pleasure and while he is working on my tits I awkwardly open his pants, put my hands inside, lower his boxers and take his now marble hard cock in my hands and release it. He doesn't say anything, I start to masturbate him but he turns me around and makes me lean my hands against a tree.
"Don't turn around now."
I don't turn around and remain waiting face to face with the trunk. I feel his hands, excitedly lowering pantyhose and panties.
What an ass you have Francesca mammamia. He slaps me on my left buttock.
Ouch!
"Stop, don't move."
I obey, I feel him resting his penis on my butt, he plays with it rubbing it left and right then he passes it over my groove. I am wet and moan with pleasure. I'm scared but I also wish he wouldn't stop. He takes me from behind, his hands on my breasts and I feel the tip of his penis resting on my orifice. I lose track of myself, I am completely abandoned to Leonardo's will. Now he reaches down with his hands along my sides, one putting it on my belly, the other moving it to the front. I feel him touch my pubes and then he reaches my willy. He touches it and withdraws his hand. He pulls away from me.
I turn around.
"What's going on? Why did you stop?"
: - "Sorry Francesca, I think maybe we are running too fast and then they might see us".
He is trying to save himself in the corner, for me he is afraid, still afraid of people's judgement maybe he is judging himself too, I pretend not to notice.
"Maybe you're right but right now it's hard for me to stop and look at your thing even for you."
I get down on my knees in front of him and take him in my hand and then start licking him. Leonardo pulls back but I squeeze my hand tightly around his cock and bring it back to my mouth. Trying to remember the images I once saw in a video on the class boys chat I try to do as the protagonist and start to blow him.
First I lick him all over, every inch of his skin. Starting from the chapel lingering on the fillet, down the shaft to the base of the penis. Now with my hand I pull him up and free his testicles which I begin to lick and then suck one at a time. I go back up always licking then I put my lips on the tip, I open my mouth and let them slide making him enter inside. I hear Leonardo moan with pleasure. He grabs me by the hair and starts to move my head giving fellatio the rhythm he likes best. I take my hand off his penis and place them both on his hips letting him guide the movements. I feel his excitement growing, I can tell because now he moves my head faster. I let the penis slide into my mouth and wrap my tongue around it moving it all around the chapel. She pulls it out and starts to stroke it in front of me and quickly enjoys it. He enjoys squirting warm streams of his pleasure that fall on my breasts. I take him back in my hand, escaping him and cleaning him up with my tongue.
In silence we get dressed, with a towel I wipe off the cum from above her tits and we go home.
"But did you enjoy it?"
"Yes, it was great, if you could stop when the party was over..."
I couldn't but the desire is so great and I say yes.
: - "Let's go get this party over then." He says this smiling.
We walk through the dark space between the trees and the house embracing each other, my head resting on his shoulder, but when we get to the light he turns away and we go back into the house separately.
Leonardo disappears into the kitchen to prepare the dessert, I take a walk. I find Chiara who tells me that Viola has left with Stefano and that she was leaving with Luca too. I connect the names back to the volleyball players.
It's not a problem for you, right? Your father will pick you up anyway, right? And if my parents ask you anything, I slept at your place, okay? Will you do me this favor?"
If you do it to me".
Chiara understands and we smile at each other.
I go to drink something and at the table I meet the Proff.
: - "So Francesca, everything okay?" he says winking at me.
Yes, we got together I think."
: - "But I said first, me and you, remember? I licked you all over and you gave it to me...."
I turn red and stammer.
: - "Ah! Yes, that is... I"
: - "I'm just kidding." He laughs.
"Anyway, some advice. Be careful, judge well, I hope I'm wrong but at this age the boys and even Leonardo, I understood that it was him, do not fully appreciate your status, for them you are just something different, exciting, extravagant, something to own and not to love, something to take pleasure from without giving anything in return. If this should happen, know that I am there, I will always be there. I'm leaving now, I have to get up early in the morning. Goodnight Francesca but before I go I have to tell you, I would not use you for my own pleasure because I believe I love you". And he leaves.
I stand open-mouthed, my glass in my hand. I don't hear the music, I don't hear the sounds of the party but only Rosselli who says he thinks he loves me.
"Tortaaaaaa!"
Leonardo's voice breaks the spell and I return to reality. Together with everyone else I approach the table and take a piece.
While everyone is eating Leonardo approaches and tells me to follow him. We cross the hall and shoot behind the sliding door that separates the living area from the sleeping area of the house. We are in a hallway and Leonardo lets me into his room saying.
: - "wait here I'll be right there".
"OK! But be quick."
I sit down on the bed and while I'm eating the cake I take a look at the room. On the walls there are posters of bands, volleyball players and a calendar with photos of models more or less dressed. On the desk there is a laptop and school books. The bookcase, on the other hand, is full of fiction books, old games from when he was little, photos of various stages of his childhood and adolescence.
Curious, I open the closet and rummage through my clothes, open a drawer and pull out a t-shirt, sniff it and fill my head with its scent.
The noises of the party fade until they disappear. I sit on the bed waiting. I hear footsteps in the hallway then the door opens and Leonardo appears. He turns off the light and joins me on the bed.
We are alone in the house, no one will disturb us, now we can have fun".
Thinking about the Proff's words a thought quickly goes through my head, will he not disturb us or will no one see us? But just as quickly it goes away leaving room for excitement and a whole new set of images.
Leonardo takes my hand and starts kissing my fingertips, he brings a hand to my neck, he moves my hair, he draws me to him and we kiss, this time the kiss seems more convinced and it's pleasant. He touches my breasts, caresses my hips then starts to undress me and I do the same.
He remains in his underwear, I in my stockings and underwear. I watch him in the moonlight that comes through the window and cuts through the room. He is beautiful, I touch him, touch his shoulders, his muscular arms. He lies down on the bed and I mount on top of him to sit on his taut abs my hands on his toned pecs. I lower myself onto him and kiss him holding his face. I feel his hands on my hips go up, go behind my back and try to unhook my bra. He doesn't understand the mechanism then I do. I open the hooks and let the garment slip off slowly. He touches my tits, pulls himself up and starts licking them slowly while I stroke his hair and rub his face to my breasts. I feel the heat inside me, that heat I've begun to recognize, the heat of my arousal. I push him down, grab the edges of his boxers and slip them off along his beautiful legs. He's now completely naked in front of me. I return to his lips, passing my tongue over his body first.
Lying on top of him he starts to move his pelvis making me feel his excitement. I stand next to Leonardo, take him in my hand and start masturbating him then I move my hair to one side and start kissing him.
"Good, take it in your mouth."
I obey and begin a slow, deep fellatio. She starts moaning in pleasure and I get even more aroused as well. While I suck he moves me and straddles me so that he can see my ass, he touches it, smoothes it then with enthusiasm he rips the pantyhose and starts to lick the hole. He does it with enthusiasm, I like it but also on this fundamental I have to give the victory to Rosselli.
If you want I can take them off" I say between moans.
No it doesn't matter, on the contrary".
He moves me again, makes me lie on my back, takes the pillow and places it under my belly so that my butt is up, then goes back to licking between my apples.
I think to myself that this is it, I'm about to lose my virginity, until this morning I would have signed my name to have it happen like this, with him. Now I wasn't completely convinced, there was something that didn't make me fully enjoy the moment. I identified that something with someone and that someone with Professor Rosselli.
In my head I was thinking: am I really in love with Leonardo? Because now, just now, I started thinking about the professor and I would like him to be here right now. While I was thinking about all this Leonardo opened a drawer on the nightstand, pulled out a box, put on a condom.
: - "I'm coming!"
: - "Take it easy, it's my first time."
"Be wow! Relax let me do it."
I feel Leonardo running his tongue over my anus, he slips a finger in and starts moving it around inside. I feel his chapel resting on my orifice, I am scared and stiffen up,
"Relax or it will hurt".
I'm scared,
I don't have time to finish that with a sharp blow he pushes his penis into me.
The pain is strong and leaves me breathless, I feel the walls of my little hole burning and stretching to allow the passage of his cock.
"Stop, you're hurting me, please pull it out."
"It'll pass, it'll pass." And meanwhile he continues to force my intimacy.
Now he stops. I catch my breath and try to get used to the foreign body inside me. Slowly the pain decreases and when he starts to move inside me a little pleasure appears. Leonardo takes me with enthusiasm giving fast and deep strokes. I feel him enjoying but I can't feel the pleasure that I would have liked I can't participate with transport. I wish it would all end quickly, I wish I wasn't there anymore, I wish I was at home.
Then, like a liberation for me, I feel that Leonardo has an orgasm while I didn't come even a little bit closer.
"uahh! What a cumshot, look at this!" and he shows me the condom full of cum.
"I enjoyed it like a hedgehog and you?"
: - "Yes, me too". I didn't, I lied. My first time, I expected something different.
But now, just because we fucked doesn't mean that... I mean, come on. At school I'd rather we didn't stand out too much... The voices.
"Okay, don't worry."
Can I ask you to leave now? Sorry, but my parents will be back soon and I don't want to... If you want I can take you home on my scooter."
"No need, I'll let them pick me up".
I phone home.
Yes, honey, I'll be there in a little while, give me about twenty minutes.
I get dressed, collect all my things, I also find the broom. He walks me to the gate.
Francesca, I wanted to tell you that for me it was beautiful and we can do it again as many times as you want, even here at my place or I do not know.
I go out on the road I turn around and look him in the eyes
: - "Are you ashamed to be in love with me?".
: - "I...".
The gate closes again and the answer, if an answer he gave, remains hidden.
I start to walk down the street, it is cold and I feel like crying, the only thing that consoles me is thinking about Proff. Rosselli.