Being a submissive slave has a series of challenges. I do know that I’m nothing more than a shitty faggot to my Proprietor, that he despises me. He takes pleasure in humiliating and treating me poorly, and I realize that the humiliation helps me realize what a shit I’m.
I certainly feel so heinous and depressing how he treats me; I certainly feel admire I need to be handled this form, that a uninteresting submissive faggot is half of shit admire he says and makes me judge.
After I entered the home, he showed me that I would possibly perhaps presumably perhaps perhaps detached sleep below a desk, in a nook of the laundry dwelling, in the present day on the chilly ceramic floor. He didn’t even give me an aged cloth to veil or lay on.
At the starting up, I presumed slumbering there admire this, on the laborious, chilly floor, would possibly perhaps presumably perhaps perhaps be a gargantuan anguish, nonetheless I received in model to it. When my proprietor enters the kitchen at some stage in the night, he assessments if I’m there, correct as he told me.
One chilly iciness night, he seen that I used to be as soon as shaking from the chilly and asked if I used to be as soon as freezing. I answered yes, imagining he would give me a material to veil me and abet me warm. He correct pissed profusely all around the place me, from head to toe. I’ve never felt your piss ever so warm and comforting.
Beside me are the water and meals bowls. He forbade me to drink or indulge in one thing that wasn’t in the bowls. I needed to be taught to drink and indulge in without the usage of my fingers, on all fours, in the present day from the pots, admire a canine. He controls the amount of meals and water I indulge in and sometimes pisses in the bowls. I handiest need to indulge in as important as he puts in the bowl, every thing he puts in. In most cases, he makes me suffer from starvation, giving me correct one measly meal a day. I certainly feel my belly growling with starvation all day. In most cases he makes me suffer from thirst and handiest lets me drink his piss in the present day from the provide.
I love being diminished to shit in every manner.