The factors that play a ingredient in how a drawing appears

I have been rather busy with work, YouTube movies, formative years and more on the present time. It takes some effort to file straight forward moments esteem these. I recorded this in my “mark and throw away” notebook. No longer my sketchbook. I mediate it records no longer factual the events, however how I used to be feeling at that moment in time. And by that, I mean the velocity of line, the eye to particulars, the looseness of the drawing and plenty others. Perchance I would no longer be in a project to plan it the same design if I used to be more relaxed and recorded it after a couple of more weeks had passed. 
Yep, that is what I take into memoir. Thru drawing, or no longer it’s some distance rarely simply drawing stuff on paper. It be also the sentiments, stress stage, tiredness, the obstacles of time that element in on the output. And I’m to see what outputs when the factors trade. Even supposing I abolish no longer be wide awake feeling improbable after I drew this, by some skill, the factors here labored together to assemble this charming (in my eyes) recording haha.
I added the colours digitally.